A Love that Might Not Take Place..

"There is a high probability. But think about it.."
-a fake


I kept on thinking when I heard about it. There is a high probability
that our relationship might become intimate. But why must I think
about it? Is there anything wrong with it? At first, I didn't notice
that all those times that my eyes were set on that person, I really
must be under a spell or something. All I knew was I was interested
in that person. Something about that person makes my day seems
brighter. But there is something that keeps bothering me and I don't
know what it is.


I've already seen films similar to my situation, but they, somehow,
ended in tragic or unacceptable decisions. I don't want to ever feel
the same way those protagonists felt. I think that I could not bear
the sorrow that was accounted to them.


Though we know each other, we barely have the chance to talk or
either just spend time together. We notice each other every time
our paths collide. I really want something to take place, but there
is just something that won't let me, us, do it. It's like there is
a big gap between us that is a thick wall instead of a bridge.



I really don't know what to do. And the more I think that there is
a probability for our love to take place, the more I feel the
pressure of the ironic thought of "Sweet Pain". Should I really
confess, even if there is gap that might break us and the other
aspects in our lives as an individual? Will these confusion end?





-Jan-
Sorry for the redundancy of the word "something".. hehe
I hope that someday, I can fully manipulate this blog^^