“I won’t talk. I won’t breathe. I won’t move till you finally see that you belong with me..”
-from the song True by Ryan Cabrera
Sometimes we fail to realize that we’ve already fallen into something that we’ve always avoided. It seems stupid. Even if we try to deny the fact that we’re already in love with someone, unconsciously, we do things that makes us remember that person. We tend to stalk someone unconsciously. As if our day wouldn’t be complete without a single glance from that person. We also get conscious of our appearance once that person is near. “How do I look?”, we ask ourselves in front of the mirror. Doesn’t it feel weird? We start to talk to ourselves and ask questions regarding on what to do’s and what’s not. We do these things but still, we deny that these are signs of being in love.
We tend to deny things because we are afraid of being rejected because if we make a move, it’s either we get a chance to make something start or rather lose it all. Getting rejected without having any chance on making progress at all makes more impact on our emotions as compared on being rejected when we’ve at least, tried. We must at least try on making the first move. We must not let fate conquer our path of love. Even if chances are low, our morale is boosted just by trying. We grow as a person in some ways.
On the midst of getting rejected, we still dance moving closer and closer. Each and every step makes its bond that connects us with that person. We just think that it’s a simple admiration, but deep within our souls, we know we are in LOVE.
Loving someone unconsciously seems eccentric. But when we understand further that it is more than just admiration, we realize that it’s rather SWEET and it feels good. So good.
-Jan-
